So, I'm finally ready to admit that I am a wannabe sci-fi fanatic. All it took was years and years of reading and rereading Tolkien, Harry Potter, Narnia, Percy Jackson for me to realize this. I love fantasy. Really. When I was a kid, my nickname from my big sister was Space Cadet because I was in my own little world most of the time. Whether that was reading or pretending to be a horse (can't believe I just wrote that, damn blogging tell all) or dressing up my Barbies or sitting in the oak in my front yard. I had vampire teeth and hair that parted in the middle, which was so unbecoming for my slim face, and I wore sweat pants. For some reason I was one of those kids that was not found endearing by teachers or my schoolmates, at least not until sixth grade when I moved to Africa, but that's another story.
So, this addiction to Battlestar Gallactica and how we are just about finished watching it. We will soon find out the fate of the human race and the cylon race, whether they are intertwined, and if there is one God or many, who the final cylon is and what it means to be human... whatever happens, I love this series. And I think its more than just my sci-fi love, but rather this alternate created reality so mirrors our own and just gets me thinking. It's not so much losing myself in something other world, tuning out, but instead making me ask questions about what is real and good and right in my own world and life. I love that. And it is a good story.

What's real and good in my life. Dirt and my kids. Amos and I made some fairyhouses today, which is so much more fun than "superbatman kitties," or whatever pretend game he wants to play. I may have outgrown some forms of fantasy, but his fantasy life excites me because I see myself mirrored in him. Everything that has happened will happen again. Thats from Battlestar. And it could be construed in a bad way, but there is something about cycles and circles and interconnectedness that makes it good and real.
I can't wait to watch another episode tonight.